i think i’ve found the kid at Hogwarts who is tired of harry potter and his shit
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Chapter 24: The Wandmaker
This part is so incredible because it finally tells us why Snape was such a master occlumens. Grief was the only thing that could keep Voldemort out. True grief caused by loss of loved ones, the only thing Voldemort never understood. Snape mourned Lily every day of his life since she died. He knew unbearable grief and this is the very reason why he was able to shut Voldemort out of his mind. "Suffering like this proves you are still a man! This pain is part of being human” — and it’s exactly that. Voldemort wasn’t human, he ran from his humanity. He was incapable of love, of the kind of grief that comes from losing someone you love. And that was the only thing that could drive him out of your mind. It was always love.